"Oh be careful little heart...
...whom you trust. oh be careful little heart whom you trust. For the Father up above, is looking down in love, so be careful little heart whom you trust." The other night I opened my window and stared out at the inky sky. The air was crispy but it had stopped snowing. Those familiar tears came unbidden as I remembered all the other nights I stared out this window. Searching the same sky for some reason to keep going. It struck me that it's been exactly one year. One year since depression. Since self harm. Since anxiety. Since my messed up miserable existence. One year of Grace. I'm not a huge fan of New Year's resolutions. About middle of January, if you are very quiet, you can hear thousands of resolutions being broken. The cycle has repeated itself for decades. But one thing I do is ask God for one goal to work on that year. (By "goal" I simply mean an area to grow in and learn lessons from.) The goal for 2019 was "To Live Without Fear."...